i finally saw my friend k whom i havent seen in ages back in december. i forgot how effortlessly beautiful she is. pretty on the outside, pretty (for the most part) on the inside. of course i can do without the girl bullshit that sometimes goes along with k and her friends, but seeing her again reminded me of why i admired her so much from the first few times i met her.
she found god, or else god found her somewhere along the way. you cant tell when you talk to her, but she sends these crazy assed godly emails every now and then. when i look at her "to" list, i can see the list of bible thumpers on it, some whom i know through others and it kind of makes me roll my eyes. i wish k the best in everything, i really do, but i can do without these emails preaching away at me, regardless of what is being said. ya'd think there'd be some kind of screen or censor on some of the emails sent, especially when she knows that some of us receiving them are not exactly practicing christians.
i noticed that my friend-not-friend was missing from the list. perhaps it was an oversight. who knows. i do know that this friend pretends to be oh-so-close with these girls, yet talks smack about them behind their backs. i think at some point in the game, we all have our qualms about other people, but i'm telling you that people in my inner circle are not on the receiving end of my wrath. if you are my friend, i'll stfu about your shit. i may voice an opinion here and there, but i am truly loyal to those who i think are the most deserving. i suppose that's why i find it so incredibly puzzling that this person will talk smack about k and her goings on, yet will simultaneously pretend to be her best friend. i dont get it. either you like this person or you dont. i'm not saying that you have to 100% embrace everything everyone does, but at the same time, there is always a cliquey attitude just under the surface that i dont understand either....it's ok for the friend-not-friend to backstab till her heart's content, but it's also perfectly ok for her to run that shit to everyone else.
my friend d has suggested that this person is very insecure and wants everyone to like her. well, dont we all? everyone wants to be liked. sure, i can admit that being liked is great and having friends is even better, but i am not willing to fucking well backstab and hurt others maliciously in order to climb the popularity ladder. i've never understood this about the friend-not-friend and i think i'm tolerating it less and less.
Friday, January 08, 2010
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i finally saw my friend k whom i havent seen in ages back in december. i forgot how effortlessly beautiful she is. pretty on the outside, pretty (for the most part) on the inside. of course i can do without the girl bullshit that sometimes goes along with k and her friends, but seeing her again reminded me of why i admired her so much from the first few times i met her.
she found god, or else god found her somewhere along the way. you cant tell when you talk to her, but she sends these crazy assed godly emails every now and then. when i look at her "to" list, i can see the list of bible thumpers on it, some whom i know through others and it kind of makes me roll my eyes. i wish k the best in everything, i really do, but i can do without these emails preaching away at me, regardless of what is being said. ya'd think there'd be some kind of screen or censor on some of the emails sent, especially when she knows that some of us receiving them are not exactly practicing christians.
i noticed that my friend-not-friend was missing from the list. perhaps it was an oversight. who knows. i do know that this friend pretends to be oh-so-close with these girls, yet talks smack about them behind their backs. i think at some point in the game, we all have our qualms about other people, but i'm telling you that people in my inner circle are not on the receiving end of my wrath. if you are my friend, i'll stfu about your shit. i may voice an opinion here and there, but i am truly loyal to those who i think are the most deserving. i suppose that's why i find it so incredibly puzzling that this person will talk smack about k and her goings on, yet will simultaneously pretend to be her best friend. i dont get it. either you like this person or you dont. i'm not saying that you have to 100% embrace everything everyone does, but at the same time, there is always a cliquey attitude just under the surface that i dont understand either....it's ok for the friend-not-friend to backstab till her heart's content, but it's also perfectly ok for her to run that shit to everyone else.
my friend d has suggested that this person is very insecure and wants everyone to like her. well, dont we all? everyone wants to be liked. sure, i can admit that being liked is great and having friends is even better, but i am not willing to fucking well backstab and hurt others maliciously in order to climb the popularity ladder. i've never understood this about the friend-not-friend and i think i'm tolerating it less and less.
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