tonight i'm starting bollywood dancing. i really dont know why i signed up for it and have been dreading it for the last week.
it's a ten week session. i think and hope sessions are only 1hr long.
michelle thought it would be a good idea to sign up and do it. i was swayed by the idea of spending more time with her and kim. at the present tho, michelle cant start for another two weeks and who knows what kim's plans are. i dont know if she has registered.
i'm kind of leery about this. for one, i dont like starting new things. there is always some kind of anxiety associated with starting new stuff like who will be there? will i be the most useless? who am i going to run into that i dont enjoy? you know, the general anxieties that are ridiculous and fear-based.
i'm also worried in the back of my mind that kim and michelle will be no shows and this will be some kind of gag on tracy. they tend to do this stuff at times where i'm left holding the bag or feeling as if i've been thrown under a bus of some sort. i dont like that and i especially dont like that i'm feeling hostile about two of my better friends here.
so i suppose i will go tonight. it does say it's an aerobic exercise workout class, which is right up my alley. it never hurts to have more movement, does it?
tonight i'm starting bollywood dancing. i really dont know why i signed up for it and have been dreading it for the last week.
it's a ten week session. i think and hope sessions are only 1hr long.
michelle thought it would be a good idea to sign up and do it. i was swayed by the idea of spending more time with her and kim. at the present tho, michelle cant start for another two weeks and who knows what kim's plans are. i dont know if she has registered.
i'm kind of leery about this. for one, i dont like starting new things. there is always some kind of anxiety associated with starting new stuff like who will be there? will i be the most useless? who am i going to run into that i dont enjoy? you know, the general anxieties that are ridiculous and fear-based.
i'm also worried in the back of my mind that kim and michelle will be no shows and this will be some kind of gag on tracy. they tend to do this stuff at times where i'm left holding the bag or feeling as if i've been thrown under a bus of some sort. i dont like that and i especially dont like that i'm feeling hostile about two of my better friends here.
so i suppose i will go tonight. it does say it's an aerobic exercise workout class, which is right up my alley. it never hurts to have more movement, does it?
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