great experience, lots of hard work, but ultimately worth it.
motivating.
a lot of behind the scenes drama that i'm reluctantly focussed on and trying to eliminate. i just dont understand other women at times. i mean, we are at a conference/mass workout trying to improve self esteem and confidence and then you have other women commenting negatively on the women in attendance. my roommate constantly commented about one member who was in great shape and very attractive. for my roommate, it was a source of irritation and upset and i can not count the number of times she commented negatively on this person and it was so bad that she became obsessed with commenting on her appearance and actions while she was in her group, and telling me all about it. i got so tired of listening to it so by day three, i told her to STFU.
i think my roommate is a very envious person and is made jealous easily. i have to admit that jealousy isnt really in my vocabulary. sure, i can envy people, but when i really stop and think about it, i am in control of my own situation and would i really trade everything i had for someone else's life? the good and the bad about them? no! i'll take my baggage, thanks...warts and all.
i tried expressing that to my roommate and i think it fell on deaf ears. so did my pleas for her to shut up about this woman. if all you get out of a weekend is negative shit, then the problem is you, not the program.
i enjoyed phat camp. i would go again...but would stay alone in my own room.
(more on that later)
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
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great experience, lots of hard work, but ultimately worth it.
motivating.
a lot of behind the scenes drama that i'm reluctantly focussed on and trying to eliminate. i just dont understand other women at times. i mean, we are at a conference/mass workout trying to improve self esteem and confidence and then you have other women commenting negatively on the women in attendance. my roommate constantly commented about one member who was in great shape and very attractive. for my roommate, it was a source of irritation and upset and i can not count the number of times she commented negatively on this person and it was so bad that she became obsessed with commenting on her appearance and actions while she was in her group, and telling me all about it. i got so tired of listening to it so by day three, i told her to STFU.
i think my roommate is a very envious person and is made jealous easily. i have to admit that jealousy isnt really in my vocabulary. sure, i can envy people, but when i really stop and think about it, i am in control of my own situation and would i really trade everything i had for someone else's life? the good and the bad about them? no! i'll take my baggage, thanks...warts and all.
i tried expressing that to my roommate and i think it fell on deaf ears. so did my pleas for her to shut up about this woman. if all you get out of a weekend is negative shit, then the problem is you, not the program.
i enjoyed phat camp. i would go again...but would stay alone in my own room.
(more on that later)
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