next weekend i'm supposed to go to yyc with a friend. i went to phat camp with her and she drove me nutso with her constant yammering all fucking weekend long. foolishly i said i'd go shopping with her for the day on the 27th. i'm wondering if i'm going to regret that decision.
this friend is just a fitness friend, someone i'd never consider for a *real* friend. even calling her a fitness friend is pushing it. really. it's more like she glommed onto me in classes and decided that i was her only motivator throughout the fitness process. she got it in her skull that we should walk together, so we did that for a spell, but it was always on her schedule in her area of town and during that time, it was always nonstop bantering about the latest dramas.
i think she also competes against me in a way that is obnoxious and i believe she uses it against me when describing me to other people. she has a knack for talking about people and it's never in a positive light. it's always a compliment followed immediately by an insult. i cant stand it. even her best friend...she will talk about her positively but always throw in an insult right after it like "oh d is so great, but she is really worried about being single for the rest of her life". i believe that she is the one who is the most insecure, but projects it onto everyone else. all weekend, it was insecurities about diet, weight, her age (which she never STFU about), exercising, eating...i mean, EVERYTHING was a fucking issue of discussion. endless discussion. where you and i would plan our lunches out and pack them, she'd have it planned but would discuss endlessly her selections and why she was choosing them and basically it was a lot of hand wringing and carrying on wanting me to accept or approve her lunches.
i also cant stand that this woman constantly is obsessed with the superficial. if she's not talking about her hair, she's talking about her skin regimine and worse yet, is playing show and tell in the hotel room. it's a constant parade between her bag and the bathroom of products she uses on her face and hair and it's an endless discussion of it. like, really, i couldnt care less about what she uses on her face and i wondered if she was trying to sell me what she uses or fucking well convince me that i should follow suit. i never understand people who have to take every item out of their travel bag and then go into a 20 minute discussion on why they packed it. my entire weekend was like that. by the end of saturday, i was sick of her.
and she locked her sights onto another female there that was very fit and very attractive and she just wouldnt shut the fuck up about her all weekend long. it was a constant barrage of comments and negativity and how upset she was that this woman was perceived to be high on herself. all this coming from someone who has full hair and makeup to work out...hypocrite much? really...i started wondering if she was more upset that she wasnt the hottest thing in the room, rather than being upset by someone being narcissistic. honestly, that woman did stand out because i thought she was fit and attractive, but i really didnt feel the need to zero in on her and hack her to shreds. all this going on when it's supposed to be a weekend of positivity and good body images...and there's this insecure psycho beside me who is absolutely one of the most negative people there.
i'd definitely go to phat camp again, but i'd stay as far away from the crazy bitch as i could.
and here i am hooked into going to calgary with her....fuck, why cant i learn to STFU and just say "i'll think about it" when she asks me stuff?? christ.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
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next weekend i'm supposed to go to yyc with a friend. i went to phat camp with her and she drove me nutso with her constant yammering all fucking weekend long. foolishly i said i'd go shopping with her for the day on the 27th. i'm wondering if i'm going to regret that decision.
this friend is just a fitness friend, someone i'd never consider for a *real* friend. even calling her a fitness friend is pushing it. really. it's more like she glommed onto me in classes and decided that i was her only motivator throughout the fitness process. she got it in her skull that we should walk together, so we did that for a spell, but it was always on her schedule in her area of town and during that time, it was always nonstop bantering about the latest dramas.
i think she also competes against me in a way that is obnoxious and i believe she uses it against me when describing me to other people. she has a knack for talking about people and it's never in a positive light. it's always a compliment followed immediately by an insult. i cant stand it. even her best friend...she will talk about her positively but always throw in an insult right after it like "oh d is so great, but she is really worried about being single for the rest of her life". i believe that she is the one who is the most insecure, but projects it onto everyone else. all weekend, it was insecurities about diet, weight, her age (which she never STFU about), exercising, eating...i mean, EVERYTHING was a fucking issue of discussion. endless discussion. where you and i would plan our lunches out and pack them, she'd have it planned but would discuss endlessly her selections and why she was choosing them and basically it was a lot of hand wringing and carrying on wanting me to accept or approve her lunches.
i also cant stand that this woman constantly is obsessed with the superficial. if she's not talking about her hair, she's talking about her skin regimine and worse yet, is playing show and tell in the hotel room. it's a constant parade between her bag and the bathroom of products she uses on her face and hair and it's an endless discussion of it. like, really, i couldnt care less about what she uses on her face and i wondered if she was trying to sell me what she uses or fucking well convince me that i should follow suit. i never understand people who have to take every item out of their travel bag and then go into a 20 minute discussion on why they packed it. my entire weekend was like that. by the end of saturday, i was sick of her.
and she locked her sights onto another female there that was very fit and very attractive and she just wouldnt shut the fuck up about her all weekend long. it was a constant barrage of comments and negativity and how upset she was that this woman was perceived to be high on herself. all this coming from someone who has full hair and makeup to work out...hypocrite much? really...i started wondering if she was more upset that she wasnt the hottest thing in the room, rather than being upset by someone being narcissistic. honestly, that woman did stand out because i thought she was fit and attractive, but i really didnt feel the need to zero in on her and hack her to shreds. all this going on when it's supposed to be a weekend of positivity and good body images...and there's this insecure psycho beside me who is absolutely one of the most negative people there.
i'd definitely go to phat camp again, but i'd stay as far away from the crazy bitch as i could.
and here i am hooked into going to calgary with her....fuck, why cant i learn to STFU and just say "i'll think about it" when she asks me stuff?? christ.
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