i still feel as if there isnt enough time, and yet i think it cant come fast enough. i'm very tired of this winter and just need to see a beach or hear the ocean. it's like a drug and i need more!
of course that means that i'll have to be nice during the 4 days we're in maui and put up with that white trash cocksucker and his endless comments about my bootcamp, or asking for free meals from everyone around him (oh of course always said in jest, but there is absolute desire lurking underneath), or his jealous bullshit that he will put his girlfriend through, and by proxy, me because i wont get away from any of it. oh i just cant wait.
i think ch has been on board enough to not disclose our plans for oahu afterward. i think they know we are going, but that is where it ends. hopefully.
i hope to attend meetings and take a bike tour. they have amazing ones where you get shuttled to the top of a volcano at 5am, watch the sunrise, and then ride down the mountain. i am already in my zen place sitting up there over top of the clouds and watching the sun come up. i already envision myself there and see it being so relaxing, so cold, yet so beautiful. it's my go-to happy place right now, and has even pushed the beach and waves to #2.
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