ch and i had a discussion about the stupid flowers and sil's bullshit. as soon as i picked him up from the pub the other night he was going ON about how she stopped in to see him and thank him for the flowers. he made note to say that she pointed out that it was all in my hand writing, so by thanking "us" she was really thanking me for it and not ch. funny how that works because i still havent been thanked.
and i'm not making a huge issue out of this, i swear, but fuck. she told ch that night that she'd be calling me to say thanks. well, it's been 72+hrs since i gave her the fucking things and nothing. i'm not sitting by my phone because she is the princess of ass talk and nothing that comes out of her mouth is even remotely accurate or true. it's all bullshit. then i sit here and wonder why i even believe 5% of anything, even when she's told her brother she'll be phoning.
and i'm pissed at myself for getting wound up about something i knew i'd be mad at in the first place, something i shouldnt have done.
there are many lessons to be learned here, but i think the foremost one is to NEVER ever do anything out of the ordinary or out of kindness for this person, ever. it's just taken for granted and lamely telephoned on to someone else. i think that if i ever get an urge to be nice or do something kind for her i will immediately stop and put the thought out of my head. so no dinner invites, no invitations to join us, no birthday gifts, or lunches being bought. nothing. ever. again. fuck her.
fucking christ, you'd think i'd have learned this one over and over.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
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ch and i had a discussion about the stupid flowers and sil's bullshit. as soon as i picked him up from the pub the other night he was going ON about how she stopped in to see him and thank him for the flowers. he made note to say that she pointed out that it was all in my hand writing, so by thanking "us" she was really thanking me for it and not ch. funny how that works because i still havent been thanked.
and i'm not making a huge issue out of this, i swear, but fuck. she told ch that night that she'd be calling me to say thanks. well, it's been 72+hrs since i gave her the fucking things and nothing. i'm not sitting by my phone because she is the princess of ass talk and nothing that comes out of her mouth is even remotely accurate or true. it's all bullshit. then i sit here and wonder why i even believe 5% of anything, even when she's told her brother she'll be phoning.
and i'm pissed at myself for getting wound up about something i knew i'd be mad at in the first place, something i shouldnt have done.
there are many lessons to be learned here, but i think the foremost one is to NEVER ever do anything out of the ordinary or out of kindness for this person, ever. it's just taken for granted and lamely telephoned on to someone else. i think that if i ever get an urge to be nice or do something kind for her i will immediately stop and put the thought out of my head. so no dinner invites, no invitations to join us, no birthday gifts, or lunches being bought. nothing. ever. again. fuck her.
fucking christ, you'd think i'd have learned this one over and over.
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