ugh! why do i let you make me feel this way?

ugh.

saw the sil saturday night, fortunately at a neutral place.  i was surrounded by friends and sat on the far side of the table from her.  that didnt stop her from talking very loudly about her wonderfulness.

when she came in and introduced her cousin, she got to me and said "do you remember tracy?"

i have known this cousin for close to 10 yrs and have seen her on numerous occasions since i started dating my husband.  we were even friends on facebook until i recently left.  we have been in contact and have met each other more than once.

but the sil has to make me feel as if i'm just some new piece of ass that has recently started seeing her brother.  i've been with him nearly 12 yrs now and for fuck's sake, i'm not a new piece, nor has he had a turnstyle in place of his bedroom door.

i sat there and said nothing, but i'm sure my face betrayed me and she got what she wanted.

UGH.  why do i allow her to upset me?  honestly, she's just a little insignificant troll but sadly, i give her the power.

fucking pisses me right off.