i just picked up the cat's remains.
i think i'm in a better place than i was this time last week. it took me 2 full days of mourning to feel better. i still dont feel like i can conquer the world, but i am recovering.
i still miss the cat and look for her when i exit the bathroom, or come downstairs to start my day. sometimes i think i see her sitting on the back of the couch or hear her meowing looking for me. i've had to stop myself several times from calling out to her.
now her remains are home and i will put them on my night table beside sid's. i had thought of combining them, but if you knew sid at all, you'd know she'd have NONE of that! anytime tasha would try to jump up and visit her, sid would freak out and hit her until she'd jump down, so i know that there'd be no way she'd rest with tasha's remains.
anyway, i have them home, but not in a capacity i really cherish.
wishing they were still here...
Friday, November 26, 2010
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
i just picked up the cat's remains.
i think i'm in a better place than i was this time last week. it took me 2 full days of mourning to feel better. i still dont feel like i can conquer the world, but i am recovering.
i still miss the cat and look for her when i exit the bathroom, or come downstairs to start my day. sometimes i think i see her sitting on the back of the couch or hear her meowing looking for me. i've had to stop myself several times from calling out to her.
now her remains are home and i will put them on my night table beside sid's. i had thought of combining them, but if you knew sid at all, you'd know she'd have NONE of that! anytime tasha would try to jump up and visit her, sid would freak out and hit her until she'd jump down, so i know that there'd be no way she'd rest with tasha's remains.
anyway, i have them home, but not in a capacity i really cherish.
wishing they were still here...
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
0 comments:
Post a Comment