been a while...again

it's been a while since i've been here and it seems the days blast past me and i suddenly wonder how it could possibly be the last third of july.  it feels as if the summer is already over.  the nights here have been very cold (for yxh that is) and they feel septemberish.  there's always a feeling that is in the air around that time of year.  i cant quite put my finger on it, but i feel the same sensations around september and have ever since i was a kid.  i dont think that first day of school feeling will ever leave, no matter how hard i try to shake it.

so this season has been unusually brutal in that we've had way more wind that we've ever had, which just gets a girl down.  and our hot desert days have seemingly deserted us and we've had a hell of a lot more rain that we've had in july in years gone by.  and as i mentioned, the nights are cooler than they've been before, too.  you just simply can  not sit out at night without a jacket.  there is definitely a bite in the air.

i'm procrastinating today, so there will be more entries...i have to clean the house, but i just dont have the drive or desire.  i know it will come to me eventually.